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1.
Circulation 03:43
I’m standing in the mirror cause I wanna be the only thing you see hopeless I know cause you’ll never look back at me This circulation hot rotation filling me Just for tonight I’ll be yours I'm not sleeping over I don’t wanna break boundaries made But maybe you’ll ask me And I can make the mistake your smell's got me so hard Can I be in your rotation? Floating in When you need...need me? In your circulation Only filling me In your rotation Can I meet your needs? Otra Vez Here we go again Call me whenever Maybe just remember my name But I don't even have your number I barely remember your face I remember kissing you softly I'm orbiting space Turn me into your stoned angel When you don’t look I come alive Carve what you need at the base With my fingertips, I begin to trace
2.
sleep loses to you another sunset convection of molecules time, their not on my side not holding my hand just hearing my sighs "I would never leave without you" another lost weekend sleeping like dogs you disappear in the sand you appear in the corner of my mind sleeper star annihilate me supercharged "I would never leave without you" so many lives in me can you make me feel safe alleviate the pain so many lives in me just show me where it hurts "holding your face in my palm the connection degrades and slowly falls your face pixelates and blooms like a thousand wild flowers that we will see in june" dizzy dizzy bloom so many lives in me can you make me feel safe alleviate the pain so many lives in me just show me where it hurts fucking my face he fixed my hair with his thumbs feeling my fade in the dark so cruel that I cum sliding across my city tracing the corners of mouth soft gag, warm devotion tears stolen by his thumbs in slow motion slow motion
3.
Nocturama 00:54
4.
Honey Dew 03:53
The sun fell through As my heart sank thinking of you the sky looks like honey dew And it’s fading to blue my honey dew, losing you my honey dew, losing you let’s bring it back For our memories sake before I forget how you feel, how you taste im searching around the room trying to remember the this place Im watching the carpet rise with the imprint of your face my honey dew im fucking losing you my fire baby burning miles away I can see your smoke I can taste your haze your smoke fills my room I get lost without you your smoke fills my room I'm dissolving around you I get lost without you in my room im losing you tonight im in the dark and it feels so right fucked under a tree and still kissed good night your flame licks and now my flowers gonna wilt tonight city park i can feel your sweat, you dont have to keep it down just keep it wet im losing you tonight, im losing my keys and it feels so right high like a tree, violet satellite, bending the key cause this feels so tight sun breaks down the dogs start to fight, im on my knees im on one tonight losing you tonight, losing my keys and it feels so right
5.
DILATING, INFINITI POOLS OPENING UP DILATING, STAYING UP ALL NIGHT IM GONNA SWIM IN THOSE POOLS SUCKING UP THE LIGHT SINK DOWN, TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE SINK DOWN, TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE I WONT LET YOU GO THIS AMBER GLOW I WANT THESE HUES TO HAUNT ME YOU'RE IN MY ARMS SLEEP TALKING YOU'RE UNDERWATER AND WEIGHTLESS NOW AND I CAN FEEL YOU IN MY THROAT I WONT LET YOU GO THIS AMBER GLOW YOUR HEARTBEAT IT RIPPLES AROUND ME YOUR HEARTBEAT IT RIPPLES AROUND ME DILATING, STAYING UP ALL NIGHT DILATING, SUCKING UP THE LIGHT DILATING I DIM THE LIGHTS AND THINK OF YOU I DIM THE LIGHTS AND THINK OF YOU I DIM THE LIGHTS, I THINK OF YOU I FOUND THIS GEM IN THE MIDDLE OF MY YEAR HE WAS PEACH, HE WAS SOMEWHAT CLEAR A BLACK POOL OPENED UP AT MY FEET I DIVED IN, I DIVED IN HE HAD NO BOTTOM, HE HAD NO BOTTOM IT FELT SO GOOD, IT FELT DAMN GOOD IT FELT DAMN GOOD CAUSE HE HAD NO BOTTOM A PERSONAL SPRING SO DEEP AND BLUE A PERSONAL SPRING SO FUCKING BLUE (X2) TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE TELL ME WHAT YOU FEEL WE'RE CRASHING I'M CRASHING CRASHING
6.
Personal 04:39
years from here when you see "where will we be?" will you get the feeling like you knew me from somewhere our past slowly leaving "I'm done, I'm done, so done" knocking the wind out of me when will i ever learn , when? the sky changes color why can't i? change into something good for you parked outside the void watching you dance to the noise grinding with boy im so happy youre happy and there's no more room for me ill just sit in the backseat with your ghost im living a nightmare but atleast your in my dreams i'm drying myself in my cum rag my self esteem my wake up call ringing forever and ever my wake up call ringing forever and ever don't pick up, it's me my eyes swell cause im see thru and atleast i see you you walk thru me and maybe and maybe im the ghost and maybe im the ghost the ghost " I LOVE YOU BUT IT'S NOT ENOUGH" the moon's gone yet another day and this hurt it wont go away let me take yours atleast cause nothing's carved in stone and its personal to me your personal to me " I LOVE YOU BUT IT'S NOT ENOUGH" "i like dream of you ever night, its fucked up" your personal to me your so personal to me im dreaming of you tonight a room with a view and you running on this natural high we're running out of time tonight we're running out of time tonight i wake up and your so personal
7.
Peril 02:40
Butterfly under a cup Flapping its wing This treasure This dream This star My rotted Heart In this heat Slowly giving up its beat Memories rise up inside me Bursting carelessly it hurts, this ecstasy it tastes like you I cant keep this flower a secret Are you my life lesson? I know it’s time to go I’ll learn to live with loneliness Tonight Memories rise up inside me I cant keep this flower a secret I surrender my doubts, my worries Left in your eyes pitch black Soft and blurry, Im soft and blurry Soft and blurry Memories rise up inside me I cant keep this flower a secret
8.
Detour 02:05
Footfalls heavy fuck this view i stumble into headlights but somehow I'm with you wow my detour has arrived no question your hand at my side of my wet head you help me carry armed with love you're never secondary love is pain metastasize your beautiful hand forever fossilized carry me, you carry me in your truck you carry me driving nowhere, forever and ever on esplanade
9.
Interiors 03:52

about

"In the middle of the night
I think about you even when I'm not thinking
In your handlebar mirrors
I watched the falling sun
Rest calmly on your neck

That motorcycle
Fossilized deep inside the grass
Sinking, calcifying
Forgetting"

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released December 11, 2020

Words by Xavier Juarez, music by Nessa Bridget Wheatley (except Nocturama, music by Xavier). Vocals by Xavier (except Peril, vocals by Nessa). Synthesizers, sampler, production, and mixing by Nessa. Additional production by Xavier.

Vocals recorded by Joseph Berg (except Interiors by Preston Holm).

Mastered by Dennis Jacobs (Sacerdos Vigilia).

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